Imaginary

I've been away for sometime, i've been busy, doing nothing.. just one more week then comes holidays, yay, im fed up with going to school coming home study sleep, im tired of this fuckin routine, i want something new, something fresh..
i guess ill flunk everything this year :( , day by day im getting closer to death.
No one cares, no one understands, they dont even try...

if you re there pleaze give me a sign..dont leave me all alone

Another long wet day finishes, i got all wet today :( , day by day im losing will on going to school .... i just want to be left alone , i want someone who understands me.
everyone everyday fucking day say the same, they don't understand me, its like im surrounded by many people but i feel like im alone, alone in the world.....like a dog left on the street by his previous owners...

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Yesterday nothing happened just another day home doing homework listening to music, and dreaming about the future...



ain't life funny we live in a world that we must hide to make love and make violence in daylight...

Well Ill tell here things about my life, you can call me daimien, im 17 years old.
its Friday I had no school, it was strike day for the school staff, lucky me.
I came home for lunch and spent all afternoon scrolling throughout the channels, i got so bored that i went to sleep :( , as the night approached i was preparing to go out, much for my displeasure i received a big NO! From my parents and to stuck home. :( , i hate this life, i cant do nothing im always at home... and have to listen to their stupid arguments im getting so tired of this life... i guess "this" is my refuge..

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"If ItS tOo LoUd, YoU'rE tOo OlD"

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